The perpetrator is inside you, without you knowing.
If you are sexually abused as a child, your world is turned upside down in a single moment.
The perpetrator overwhelms your body. Powerful adult sexuality is pushed inside you.
Shock – Sex – Help – Torn from childhood
The shock is too big to comprehend.
Partly through feelings of guilt and embarrassment this secret event is buried deep inside you.
The experience is locked away, but rules your life from now on.
The perpetrator is inside you, without you knowing it – like a parasite. It appears as though it is part of you.
An internal battle ensues, that leads to tremendous confusion about your identity.
This sexual inhabitation leads to trauma sexuality.
It makes you helpless and silences you.
This emotional numbness is called: psychic paralysis
REPAIRING THE DAMAGE
You can carry this around with you for years
One day it reappears in your consciousness and you see that the abuse has caused great damage to your life.
This is the first step towards repairing the damage.
Break open the secret.
Return the traumatic experience to reality.
Place the responsibility with the perpetrator.
Now your personality can start to reshape.
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